::Update:: Computer problems

Ok guys, I promised you an update on my computer situation, and here's the thing:

I kinda believe in jinxes and that stuff(after all that bad stuff that happened to me in the past) and I don't know if I should tell you this but....ehn whatever....

First thing: I got my computer back with a new hard-drive and a new keyboard, had to install all my stuff again including my drawing tablet.

Second thing:......I lost all my recent drawings....the only ones I have are on my exterior disc, but the most recent ones and especially all the works I did(including the ones for my tmnt fan-comic) are gone. The folder just...disapeared. The fixer-guys told me that 'there maybe a possibility' of getting back that stuff from the old disc with the right program...but they're not sure...and I'm really, really depressed right now. I cried a river when I found about this. 


That fan-comic wasn't just a funny comic for me or an experience...it was also a final project for my comic-designer school course. And I am in no mood to do that second page all over again...I have until September to get it done...but my self-mood have been really down lately....like, "tomb" down

Maybe you can think "omg geez, it were just drawings! Get over it! You can do them all over again!" But the thing is, I put time on those drawings. I spent time and care in those drawings. They were my life! My work! Those "scribbles" were and are the most important thing to me! Yes I can do them again...but for me it won't feel the same! 

There were some sketches I had that unfortenly I won't be able to reproduce, sketches I really loved. Sometimes I hate the fact that my memory isn't good enough to remember what I have.

Thank you all for your support guys, I really apreciated it. I'm going to try and get over this...if I can...